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Sat here with a huge pile of CDs ready to put on my computer, even though the disk drive doesn't work, and a double choca mocha so big I can barely pick it up.

The other day, I killed my Facebook.

Then my buzznet.

And felt like murdering my iTunes after it wipde all my music.

Not a good day.

Last week was my work experience, which was an experience and a half. I saw so much of the hospital, such a wide spectrum of everything that goes on there and still didn't scratch the surface. I saw operations, pretending I was JD off've Scrubs in my very own...uh scrubs, lol. I have a photograph of someone's vocal cords sat right here in front of me, and an example of a normal ECG from the guy in the cardiology department. I learnt how to take pulses correctly, how to read the obs of a patient and met this lovely old lady I wanted to just hug and take home.

Saturday was one of my best friend's birthday, and he had a house party with some close friends and his family. So good, I got to wear my favourite new top and got a little tipsy. Anthony and his chardonnay. Going on the trampoline, I received many an injury, including a knee to the face which I definately remember, and an odd three pointed bruise on my foot which I don't remember.

 
Ew.

I am not the most confident person ever. In fact, I probably have the lowest self esteem of all the people I know. When I was younger I was an extrovert child, but now I have reversed it and am introvert. I often find myself thinking if someone is talking to me just to wind me up, as a joke, or whether they are actually interested in talking to me. I have been trying to alter that, but it's a pretty major part of who I am and it's proving difficult. I have a job now (I found out today and only do my induction next Wednesday, I have waited so long for this, I am so excited) and hope that will help. Who knows?

So, I got my results today, I did just as I'd expected, with Bs in Cemistry, Biology and Maths, and As in English Lang and Lit, Maths again and General RE. I'm going to have to resit some aspects in order to bump up the grades, but it's nothing more than I had anticipated.

Yayza. Talk to me.

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