The shit I walked through...
...in flip flops. My feet have just started to heal.
I'm wanting a lot of things right now: I want a drink. I want to be away from this damned computer. I want to cut my nails. I want to paint them some other colour. I want to do yoga. I want to laugh hysterically. I want someone to call me. I want to stay up and chat with someone on my bed. I want to draw. I want to feel part of something. I want to get out of this house. I want my friends. I want to feel pretty. I want to feel confident. I want to laugh. I want to be more optimistic about the future. I want the future to slow down and give me some time to freaking breathe. I want to go out. I went to get drunk. I want to dance. I want to breakaway.
Like I said, I want a lot.
Things are so slow right now, I've taken to sleep in till dinner time just to have something to do.
I'm wanting a lot of things right now: I want a drink. I want to be away from this damned computer. I want to cut my nails. I want to paint them some other colour. I want to do yoga. I want to laugh hysterically. I want someone to call me. I want to stay up and chat with someone on my bed. I want to draw. I want to feel part of something. I want to get out of this house. I want my friends. I want to feel pretty. I want to feel confident. I want to laugh. I want to be more optimistic about the future. I want the future to slow down and give me some time to freaking breathe. I want to go out. I went to get drunk. I want to dance. I want to breakaway.
Like I said, I want a lot.
Things are so slow right now, I've taken to sleep in till dinner time just to have something to do.












